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December 31, 2006

Saddam's Hanging

Wow. Saddam executed. I am sure we all heard about the hanging of Saddam.  Quite a big day in history I think, Saddam has been symbolic as one of the true enemies of the United States for so long, it is quite a big deal.  I'm sure the all the Bush's were lighting cigars and changing their shorts after the press release.  Of course it was interesting that it happened to occur at the time of Gerald Ford's death, so the news tried to juggle the two, but I found the headlines clearly were dominated by Saddam's death.  And why not?  I would much rather watch the hanging of Saddam rather than the speeches at the funeral of Gerald Ford (nothing against the respected ex-President of course).  Death by hanging.  I wonder how many countries still use that as their mode of execution? Just gotta hope that neck snaps on the first drop.  Though apparently you cannot even trust lethal injections now, like the recent incident with the infiltrated IV in Florida causing the prolonged death by injection. That's gotta suck!  But anyways, you gotta give to the Iraqi justice system that they are efficient.  It took probably less than a week after the sentencing to send Saddam to the gallows, those guys don't mess around.  In the US, they sit around death row ages it seems.  So now Saddam is dead, and Bush has accomplished one of his main "goals" right?  But oh how far we are from "victory" in any sense amidst the turmoil in Iraq, which will remain a scorched earth for much time to come.  But I'll avoid delving into that for now...

The press showed footage of him getting the noose, but in case anyone wants some more footage, their is a cellphone video of the actual hanging floating around, with audio.   The second I saw the news video, I new for sure some dude had a cell phone that he would catch the raw footage.  Saddam refuses the hood and you hear him saying his last prayer before he drops and his neck snaps, and we catch a glimpse of his swaying body.  So if you feel the need and have the nerve to check it out, check it out here.

In another news, The Giants beat the Redskins to secure their playoff spot!  What a stressful game, but wow what a performance by Tiki.  Rushing for 234 yards with 3 touchdowns.. Amazing!

Eid Mubarak!

To all who celebrate, Eid Mubarak to you and your family!  Funny for Eid to land on New Year's Eve, but at least it wasn't New Year's Day! 

December 29, 2006

West Side of the ER

9:40am.  Thus concludes the final night of four ER shift!  Wow, I feel great knowing I can sleep, and don't have to wake up at 5pm to go back to work.  My last night I was on the "West Side" of the ER, which is the acute care side, meaning there are fewer but much sicker patients--the heart attacks, the GI bleeders, the septic patients etc.  My one real sick guy of the night was this 32 year old patient with Downs syndrome and mental retardation who came in from a group home with vomiting and fevers.  When we saw him he looked shitty--coughing up a storm, agitated, and had a fever of 103, a pulse of 110, and a blood pressure of 65/35 (really low).  He was super dehydrated from his infection.  We got two good IV's in him and started flooding him with fluids.  The initial chest x-ray showed a possible area of haziness in the left lower lobe, combined with the cough, it made us think he probably has a develping pneumonia. We hit him with antibitoics (Zosyn if your wondering), and kept the normal saline IV running.  He got about 6 liters of fluid, but the highest we could get his pressure was in the low 80s, and he was making very poor urine.  He continued to cough up a storm, and was flailing around violently in agitation (remember, it did not help that he was severely mentally retarded).  I asked the nurse to put in a foley catheter (a bladder catheter), and you could hear the screams and wails in the next building.  But I would have my own challenge yet to come, since now that his blood pressure wasn't responding to the fluids, we had to put in a central line to give him vasopressors (medications to get his blood pressure up, which clamp down and constrict his arteries--which in sepsis, are very dialated).  This won't be fun.  I opted to go for the femoral line since with his level of cooperation, a neck line would be virtually impossible (basically a central line is a large IV that goes into one of the larger, more central veins of the body, in this case, the femoral vein).  Meanwhile, as I contemplated my plan of attack, another patient, thoroughly demented and also quite sick, was writhing in pain a few beds over.  This particular patient didn't formulate words, but made you feel like you were trapped in the middle of Jurassic Park.  I shit you not, if I could ever come face to face with a Teradactyl, it would sound like this man.  Everytime he screamed, I ducked for cover and looked to make sure I didn't get swooped upon.  "Kwwwaaaaaa!!"  Anyways, I digress....

So now I am at the bedside, I have managed to tie down the patient's hands, I gown up, and I prep the groin with iodine.  He is already not happy.  I see a period of calmness, and I glance at his BP which is now 67/30, and decide I better do this soon.  I get the lidocaine and stick the needle where I want to go, and then realize (the hard way) his legs are still free.  He kicks them up like Pele in overtime, and somehow I managed not to stick myself with the needle. Fuck! That was dumb. I get the nurse to tie down his legs this time, and proceed.  The stick was pretty easy, and with a little difficulty, I get the line in, and we start vasopressin for his hypotension.  But then, he became progressively hypoxic despite oxygen therapy.  A repeat x-ray shows horrible diffuse infiltrates in both lungs, part of it is likely the developing pneumonia, but most is probably all that fluid we gave him.  At that point we knew he was headed for intubation, so we made the call to do it.  Now I have attempted 2 intubations as an MD, and almost succeeded in one.  Now I am dealing with a crashing patient, with crappy oxygenation; nonetheless, I said I wanted to do it.  We got everythin ready, we hit him with a paralytic agent, and I made my first attempt.  Of course while we were bagging him to get his oxygenation up, he vomited, and when I looked in his mouth, all I saw was yellow, frothy vomit and phlegm everywhere.  I suctioned, manipulated the blade, but saw nothing. Damn. We come out and rebag him.  I go in for my second look, still vomit everywhere, his BP now is in the 70s, and his oxygenation is 80%--meaning I better act fast.  I suction his mouth, and I stick in the blade and give it a big lift, and then I saw them--the vocal cords!  I grabbed my endotracheal tube, and I got it in.  Phew!  My first ever successful intubation, in a crashing patient at that.  That felt good!  We finally had to add levophed to maintain his pressure, and he eventually got sent to the MICU.  I have a feeling though, that he won't make it.

December 27, 2006

Nights in the ER

It's 8:45am and I just got back from a painful ER shift.  My 4 night run of ER shifts started on Christmas evening from 7p to 7a.  As expected, Christmas was a super quiet shift, by far the slowest I've ever seen the ER.  We actually had a good time.  Some of the nurses even cooked all this food and we had a little party in trauma area in the back of the ER.  As for the patients, we had some people who chose quite an odd time to present with their complaints, given the fact that it was Christmas.  Like a guy with "a cough for two weeks", I mean couldn't you have waited one day man?  I'm sure many of them just wanted some attention, or to be around people, because they were just lonely on Christmas.  Certainly the man who came in complaining of "rectal pain for one month", and I'm being dead serious. 

The day after Christmas one can imagine would be insane.  Indeed it was insane, as was the overnight shift.  The people just kept coming! Probably even sicker because nobody wanted to come in on Christmas.  I think I took a total of 15 minutes of breaktime in the 12 hours I was there.  Walking out of the hospital today felt like leaving the end of a prison sentence.  I'm so glad I didn't go into ER!  The delerium is setting in, I better get some sleep for tonight.

December 24, 2006

Xmas Eve Musings

I'm sure many of you have seen this story about a lawmaker's remarks: http://www.cnn.com/2006/POLITICS/12/20/lawmaker.koran/index.html
This is quite appalling. I'm not even gonna begin to mount a response, because it shouldn't really take much analysis and explaining to recognize how ridiculous, close-minded, and un-American this is. He should be hanging out with the guy Borat met at the ranch in his movie.  As my friend put it, this man is a douchebag.  I am glad I am not a resident of Virginia having this man a representing me in the government.  Anyway, I won't give him anymore airtime.

On another note, if you have not seen this video, you simply must.  It is an SNL skit with JT (Justin Timberlake), and I nearly died laughing.  check it out.

I am on episode 7 of season 5 of 24, my latest netflix series, and I gotta say it is a kickass season so far.  On friday I stayed in and watched them straight until 6am.  Now I gota wait another week before I get the next two installments!!  I may have to stroll over to blockbuster to just rentem, since tonight (xmas eve) I have an exciting night planned consisting of me home alone.  Nobody is even around!  My sister and cousins (the girls) went home to my parent's house for a "Girls Night", so I wasn't allowed to go. My one friend invited me to the "Matza Ball", which is apparently the big party night at some club for single Jewish people in NYC lookin for some xmas partying and fun.  I have decided if I do, I'll go as a Persian Jew, but I am still working on a catchy name.. (I don't think Ali will fly as a Jew)

Thursday was also our holiday party.  It is always a weird experience seeing all your coworkers, and even our attendings, out, drinking, dancing and having a good time. But I gotta say our people do know how to have fun, which is great, and even relieving.  Yes, doctors are real people and do have fun ladies and gentleman!

Tomorrow I start my xmas off with a bang, with a 7pm to 7am ER shift.  Which I luckily have four days in a row!  I suppose it makes sense to make the Muslim work on christmas though right?  Thankfully I got New Year's Day off!

December 18, 2006

Finding that Cab

Sometime last week on a frigid evening I was walking down 2nd avenue hunting for a cab to meet up some friends for drinks.  It was one of those days where you just cannot find a freakin cab!  Every one is taken, and there are a few that have those dreaded off service lights on, and then once every 10 minutes you'll see in the distance a cab approaching with that single middle light on, and you fling out your arm like a raging monkey reaching for the last banana, and much to your demise, some person (who you don't know, but automatically wish horrible things upon) takes the cab.  Even worse, is when you see that cab coming, and you know it's empty, with that middle light on, and he drives right past you. Son of a bitch!!  Then there is the occasional one who is coming towards you, nobody around to intercept, and then suddenly he flips his light to "off service".  Hah!  That may be the worst. At least pretend not to see me, but no, that's like the cabbie's way of flippin you the bird.  Ass.  Anyways, I digress. 

So I am walking down hunting for a cab, and I see another girl hunting for a cab as well, in very close proximity, and secretly I already hated her and plotted to either jump a block in front of her to catch any cabs she may aim for, that is like the Price is Right move when some asshole bets 1$ more than the other guy, but I guess you gotta do what you gotta do right?  So she sees me and says "Oh are you looking for a cab too?"  She was actually very nice about it, and insisted I take the first one. So we started chatting, walking down the street, exchanging our random cab stories.  I reach a corner a few blocks down and end up meet up my friend I was supposed to pick up on the way down (but ended up walking due to lack of cabs), and we said our goodbyes.  We wait at the corner for a cab, and nothin for 10 minuts. Suddenly I hear a voice "There is a cab right here!"  On one of the cross streets, totally out of our visual field, there is a free cab, and standing next to it is the same girl I was walking and talking with!  She grabbed the cab, and held it, and screamed out to us!  I was shocked.  She could have easily gotten in, and we never would have known, as we couldn't even see it!   Being a gentleman, I said no you take it, but she wouldn't.  She insisted.  I thanked her and blew her a kiss and  swore she wasn't a NYC resident.  But she said she was, and waved me goodbye.  That is something that doesn't happen everyday in NYC.

December 13, 2006

Wheres my Wallet??

Last night was somehwhat of a crazy night.  Weekday partying in NYC is always better than weekends, since the crowd is always better, and there is never as much madness as there is on the weekends.  So Tuesday nights is a big night at this club Marquee in chelsea.  It is a club, but not very huge, a pretty decent size so it doesn't get ridiculous.  It is quite a pretentious door, red carpet club, but my friends who promote let me evade the bullshit so it makes it a tad easier to get in. (DJ Reach is the man with the plan, so keep an eye and ear open for him in NYC and Vegas)  The place was off the hook by about 12 to 1am.  Packed with lots of great looking girls (and guys), good mixed crowd, some foreigners, good music, and pricey drinks.  Paris Hilton was dancing on the table at the corner of the dance floor as well (I gotta say she was looking good), and JT was sighted amongst the crowd as well. 

Many drinks, dances, and coversations later it approached 3am.  An amazing time, until what followed.....  So I get my coat, head out, and was goin to share a cab with a friend. So we get in, are about 4 blocks away and about to stop to get some quick eats when she asks if I have money for the cab.  I said of course I do, and then couldn't feel my wallet.  Yes, it was gone. NO!  Why me?? I have been so good for so long, havne't lost a wallet in ages.  So in my flight of panic I ran out of the cab to go back to the club, not really sure what I was expecting though.  No wallet at the bar or the coat check. It was gone. Fuck.  No wallet, no money for a cab home, and my friend in the cab had gone, so I had nothing.  I ended up cabbing it home and having to pay him $12 with quarters from my "bowl-o-quarters" .  I was quite drunk at home, but managed to cancel all my cards, and then I knew I was pick-pocketed (I refuse to believe I dropped it, I was sure I had it in my pocket) because someone had charged my debit card at duane reade and some other store, but luckily for only $50.  Argh. My license is going to be the worst, I need something like 50 pieces of identifcation, and a day to spend at the DMV. Good luck to me.  Cash wise I lost only $40, and lord knows what other little cards and pieces of paper that may or may not have meant something to me were lost.

Anyway, that was my adventure of the week.  What a way to end the vacation!  But hey, at least I got my phone and my keys :) Gotta look on the bright side!

December 12, 2006

LA Recap and Bad Times for Indian Men

Back from Los Angeles. Didn't really have a purpose, except to visit some friends, but it was a great time.  The temperature was double what it was in NYC, and it is always nice to get outta the city once in a while, you almost get a sort of "island fever" if you are in manhattan for months and months without a break.  And have you noticed that people from LA really love LA?  Even when they are in New York, perhaps more so in that case!  They always love to talk about LA, 2Pac, and flash the westside.  I mean I have a good time when I go to LA, but is it really all that? I still think New York is a way better city overall.  The main reason for this is that it is indeed a real city!  LA is just a bunch of different communities and small cities put together by freeways, and it takes forever to get from one place to another! Thats the main problem with LA, shit is too far apart, and when you go out, you are committted to the place you are going, especially since 2am the city shuts down.  It is also hard to see everyone you know, because when people say they "live in LA", it really means they live in the greater LA metropolitan area, which could mean 2 hours apart!  I managed to see most of my friends, but in 3 days, I couldn't see them all unfortunately.  But regardless, you gotta love the city you are from, and represent your roots. 

Despite these criticisms, through my many visits, LA can be a fun place, especially when you got some good friends out there.  Laid back, great weather, the ocean, the celebs, great looking girls, and alwyas a good time when you go out. Of course us New Yorkers are more high strung, move quicker, talk quicker, and are always on the go!  That is a difference you can alwyas feel. I think in your 20's NYC is great, but perhaps in your 30s or 40s and when you get married, LA area  is not a bad option to live.  For me however, I love NYC, and I would like to hold down the fort here for quite some time to come!

In other news, a shocking blow for the Indian community, and a great victory for the Asians males!  Check this out.  You think it was hard for the brown folk to get white girls?  Well all you desis out there,  might as well give it up now!  I would like to add that being Pakistani, I feel this data doesn't apply to myself :)

December 06, 2006

Flying to LA

So I am on vacation right now, and have just been literally bumming (can bum be used as a verb?).  This is my first 2 week vacation I haven't planned a big trip, partly because I had to finish up my apps and tie up some lose ends with my research, but mostly because I am broke.  Nevertheless, I planned a little trip to LA, maybe a few hours ago.  I originally cancelled my plan to go because I was a few thousand frequent flier miles too short, both in my American account and my Continental account, and I refused to pay an obsurd amount of $450 to fly to LA.  However today my dad donated the extra few thousand miles to me, and I booked my ticket.  I have no real agenda but to visit some med school friends, go out, relax, and enjoy 30 degree warmer temperatures than NYC.

Now it has been a few months since I travelled, and I don't even know if they are still implementing the "no liqudis" rule.  I hope not, I do enjoy my TAG body spray.  I also have not shaved for a few days, so I have this rugged, "shady brown person" look going on.  But you know what, I refuse to shave just to make me look "less terrorist" like.  That is kind of ridiculous.  Maybe I want to force an expression out of someone, like "that" guy who will look at me funny, or when security pulls me aside to perform a "random" search.  Or, I am just lazy. Though I haven't been pulled aside for a long time. Maybe they avoid me so that their "random" searches seem more random...  Though I glanced in the mirror just now, and shit, I would definitely search me.

Just to show you what I may be up against in the air, you have got to take a look at this story. Though we should be careful, with enough flatulence and a book of matches, who says you couldn't hijack a plane?

December 04, 2006

Mobile Network

I have been in this relationship for about 10 years.. We've had our good days and our bad... Despite all the pain I was caused, the friends I lost, the rising prices, the crappy service, I felt a time had come to make a change..   I am now proud to announce, I have broken up with Sprint wireless, and am now a Verizon wirless customer!!  I knew my contract was up, and I saw a store, and it was the time.  I picked myslef up a Krazr (the new version of the popular Razr phone), and a new plan, and kept my phone number. Done. So far no complaints, no dropped calls, or busy networks.  I hope I am happy with this great decision!

Is anyone out there actually a Sprint fan? For the last few years I just stayed with them because they gave me convincing deals when I was upgrading my plan, and I got suckered into another 2 year contract.  I alwyas have dropped calls and busy networks... I lose reception in areas other networks function... It just did not make me happy. That and I lost my damn phone so many times and kept having to get a new one (I think in the past 10 years, I must have lost at least 6 or 7 phones).  Perhaps it was just the black cloud of luck that is Sprint PCS.  Nevertheless, I am more than happy to pay the extra 5$ per month of insurance on this thing.  My new phone is so small, my friends are putting the over-under on me losing it at 4 months.  But oh how they are mistaken....